Chapter 1: Leaving

Hello hello hello!

Welcome to the Dear Bella blog. Here, I will be posting chapters of my completed Fanfiction Dear Bella, which is eight chapters long and is the first story I ever finished on FF.net. The basic idea behind this story came about when I was listening to the Westlife song Home. The story is basically a collection of letters written by Edward during the seven months that he and Bella were separated in New Moon, letters that were never meant to be read by anyone, but which Edward felt the need to write just to get the words out. There are seven of these letters, and the eighth chapter is an Edward's Point Of View re-write of his reunion with Bella in Volterra. 

Hopefully now I have explained this, I won't have to say it again ;P.

Let me know what you think, and come back here next Sunday for Chapter 2.

Peace!

Glitterb

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Chapter 1: Leaving

Dear Bella,

I just left you.

I can't believe I could but I did. It hurts just to remember what you looked like, the way your voice trembled, the hurt in your eyes. I'm so sorry. More sorry than I can ever tell you. There aren't words for my apologies. They haven't been invented yet.

I don't know what to do now. The others are gone already, and I can't stand to be around any of them. It's not that I don't love them anymore, I do, it's just that... I don't know how to explain it right. There is this hole inside of me that my family can't fill. I think I will travel, be alone for a time. I'll check in every so often, so they won't worry.

I hope you will move on Bella. I can't bear to think of you hurting the way I am, but I don't think there is any other way. I pray that you will find someone to make you happy, someone human who can protect you without endangering your life. I promised you that I would not interfere, and I intend to keep that promise.

I love you. I know it may not seem like it right now, but it's true. It always has been. It always will be

Edward