Sunday, 23 October 2011

Chapter 7: Goodbye

Chapter 7: Goodbye
Dear Bella,

Why am I writing this? There's no way it will ever be read. But, if you're going to be rational, why did I write any of these things when I wasn't going to send them.

Life is meaningless since I hung up the phone four hours ago. Rosalie, calling to tell me Alice is in Forks. Telling me why. Telling me what Alice saw.

Why Bella? Why would you do something like that? What about Charlie, and Renee, and Jacob? I thought you would be happy. I thought you would be safe. You promised me, Bella, you promised you would keep yourself safe and not do anything reckless, and then you throw yourself off a cliff.

I'm totally lost. I can barely summon the strength to keep going. But I have to get to Italy. I can't live in a world without you, Bella, I just can't. If Aro won't grant me what I'm going to ask him, I'll do something to make it impossible for him not to kill me. I don't know what. I'll probably think more when I have their answer.

I can never follow you. Not really. I can never go to Heaven with you.

I love you. I wish it was enough to bring you back, but nothing can do that now.

Goodbye, my only love.

Edward

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